I just got back home from NY, and i am depressed ?

I went to my great grandpa's funeral in NY on saturday. I live in NC, and where i went in NY was a 10 hour trip. I have a brother that lives up there with a girl ( girlfriend ), and I miss him dearly. I seen him last night, and i miss hugging him, eating nachos with him, riding around town with him, playing guitar and games with him. I know he has his own life now, but it's not like he can't spend some time with his bro. I miss him dearly. Where he lives, he doesnt get service with verizon, since its in a valley. He has to go over to his girlfriends moms and dads to get to use the landline phone they have, and he doesnt go over there every day. He bought a router for wifi when i was up there this weekend. so i could get on the internet with my laptop, and so he could get on it with his PSP. I really miss him. He cant get on the internet everyday, and he cant call me everyday / text me everday. What can I do ??!? I really miss him, and i feel like crying again tonight. I cried tonight enough for hours straight riding home. I really miss him, and i want to see him again. Now I have to wait for JUNE for my other grandpas funeral :'(((( what do i do ?!?! help plz im depressed